You make my heart feel __________.
i can’t believe.
What I don’t understand is someone that I’ve been told is insanely interested in me but when I want to hang out with them they completely ignore me. It’s a mind fuck and I really don’t want that in my life.
Found the best combination. Playing Wolf Parade whilst bicycling on a summer-like day. Truly magical. <3
so i just have to say (as i’m bitching), that i really don’t like super negative people. like i can understand bitching about things (ie: if you have had a bad day, etc.), because you need to get shit off your chest. but if everything i read from your facebook, or coming out of your mouth is how pissed off you are and how much your life sucks (btw as an outsider, you live...
Last night I had this dream that I was with a friend and they wanted to stop in India. And since I’ve never been I was down. Well, after getting out of our transport, we were in a cart trying to go towards this temple. Many old caucasian women were scowling at us, yelling at us to move aside as they waddled to the temple. On the back of this cart, an old local guy with missing teeth...
I have offended God and mankind because my work did not reach the quality it...– Leonardo da Vinci his last words.
ok. cleaned out the fridge. no foods. plenty of alcohol. :/ not surprised. decided after my intense mini freak out last night, that i would find and settle with a cheap fridge (and i’m super surprised from not knowing pricing on fridges, how cheap fridges are… $400?!? say wha? mind you my dream fridge is around $3000 thus my mind thought that all were that price), so karma will bring...
Yeah I’m fucked. My fridge is broken and a mini emotional breakdown ensued promptly after my discovery. Mind you that the breakdown had nothing to do with a broken fridge (alright maybe 20% was about the god damn fridge) Although this problem is a metaphor of how my life currently is. Shitty and mediocre but dependable, then something/one deciding to peace out because I relied on it too...
you know those people that are so breathtakingly gorgeous and you get all sorts of choked up and blushy around them or even thinking about them?!?!? URGH. I’M SUCH A FUCKING CREEPAZOID.
and now lust and desperation setting in, i just need some snuggles; doesn’t matter at all where they come from. so sad, since this shit happens at least once a week.
i think i might be in love. ????
i have just decided that i’m living on a different time zone… perhaps eastern time? western european time? whatever the case me be, i’m on a different time zone thus is the reason why i’m drinking right now. :/
i’m just done with games. and not just with the men in my life; but everything. i only play the game because it’s around me. like every fucking second of the day. the main thing you should know is that i don’t want to get hurt. and everything that is surrounding me is making me become hurt. i don’t know whether i’m just sensitive or whether i’m just fed...